apartment

I have this weird obsession with owning my own apartment & living like a corny sitcom since I first saw an episode of friends. I don't know what it is but it's something I said I would at least try once, and right now isn't probably the best time..You see in order to have an apartment......you gotta have money & I am just not bringing in the bacon lately. I really want this to change in my very very near future though & I have really good feelings for 2014 & perhaps by the end of this year i'll be living on my own with perhaps a ross, or chandler...or something.

This is a big goal to set for myself because owning an apartment takes a lot of responsibilities & money & budgeting & all the things I am not an expert at right now. I don't want to put myself down too much, so i'll just say that I really want to try & put my grown up shoes forward & prove anyone who doubts me wrong.

My sister once told me some really great advice about how you shouldn't care what people say about you because you know who you are & what you are capable of & the best thing you can do is prove them wrong. This really stuck with me because now all I want is to get a job....any job & start doing something for myself. I've had a pretty interesting year & a lot of things that I thought I was certain about I am no longer & a lot of plans I had fell through. I am basically starting over & I really want to do it right this time. Perhaps I may not have an apartment for another 3 years, or perhaps that won't even work out, But it's something to look forward to and something to strive for. 

It gives me excitement to think of me decorating my own place, washing my own dishes, having friends to my place, and all the memories that can be made in a unfamiliar place.

tunes that would play

alright so who's my roomie?

xo, 

Mady