i occasionally lock my keys in my car

Does anyone else feel like everyone around them is treating them like they are fifteen again? I may be twenty in a month, but news flash! I definitely do not have it figured out yet. Some days I just really don't want to make my bed, okay? Ya'll should be lucky that that's what you are most concerned about. I occasionally leave my room a mess, I sometimes lock my keys in my car, I sometimes get tickets, or forget to pay my phone bill.......but I never once said that I was flawless.

I am definitely not the perfect person, and I've definitely made mistakes & the last thing I need is to be reminded daily that the clock is ticking. 

Here's a little story for you. So here I am about to hop into a beautiful bubble bath, and then next thing you know someones telling me that I should probably be applying for jobs. WHAT a mood killer. Instead of me sitting the the tub & perhaps reading a book, I am reading through jobs on google.  A big screw you to reality. Alright, so now I'm on page ten & no, I don't want to join your team that involves working through home....that just sounds creepy, and no, I probably don't want to be a midnight clerk either. As you can see there are many options. 

What are you suppose to do when you go to school for ten months & decide you don't want to do that career at all? It really puts a halt on your little life line planner you have hidden somewhere under your bed, and I guess you move on to the next thing. 

I know what you're all thinking right now, wow, this girl sucks at grammar & she clearly doesn't understand that this is just part of life. Well, you're right about one thing... I do suck at grammar, but I do understand that I need to have a full time job & I should probably make my bed, and possibly take showers instead of baths like a normal person. I am a member of society & I need to pay my dues.

All I can say is please be patient with me, and realize that I will be fine & I will be a functioning member of society before you know it. I really like to have experiences & perhaps sometimes I ask for situations to happen to me because I like a good story, but I'm finding out that I want a good ending to my story, so I guess it's time to put my big girl pants on & fake it till you make it. 

keep it real, 

mady